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[Jul. 12th, 2004|11:08 am] |
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havent updated in a little bit...nothin really spectacular has happened
im finally startin to come out of my shell at work...they taught me some new stuff and they said im becomin one of them now..im not really sure if thats a good thing or a bad thing, lol
me kar manda and lisa went to the movies friday night and saw anchorman! it was funny...like the stupid humor and randomness, but it was good (goodnight. i'm ron burgundy. go fuck yourselves san diego) haha!!
anyway, me and kar were swimmin at my house on sat and creepy cuz came over and yes, he was showing off, blah blah blah....so me and kar left and went up in my room, still laughin over my ball jokes, hehe, and guess who ventured his slow ass up there a little after us..o yes, u guessed it, creepy cuz....ugh, why me?
this week i just have more work...another pay check :)
hopefully i can start paintin the pic on my wall soon...im so excited! if u havent seen what im paintin and want to see it, just ask me
ok well thats it |
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| ummm.... |
[Jul. 3rd, 2004|10:22 am] |
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so life sux...have i told you that before?? hehe
anyway...
i dont kno when i last updated and i really dont care
this week ive been pretty much addicted to final fantasy XI!!!! i love that game...but the fuckin orcs keep killin me...once i lvl up a little more, there is going to b hell to pay, haha!! no escaping a black mage bitch!
so u kno drew, the friend of kars, well yea, he loathes me, lol...i try to give him advice on his love problems but no, doesnt wanna listen to me just b/c we hate each other, lol...i kno that sounds a little odd, but hey, i care and i can b nice so just fuck off if u dont wanna get to kno me more than how i appear...ppl really piss me off
manda is a loser!!! her and her love story movies, hehe...u gotta find ur darker side and enjoy the war and blood of reality! ok i kno thats never gonna happen but hey, i can still try cant i?
im finally gonna finish paintin my walls tomorrow..yay! lol...well except for the mural b/c now im kinda changin my mind and its a big mess so im puttin it to the side for now...i just wanna get my room bak together b/c im sick of fuckin trippin all over the place, lol
o and i have to mention the cute punk rocker friend of kar's!!!!!!!! she wont let me talk to him tho, :( hehe
i havent talked to andy that much this week...busy with work and other shit...i talked to him yesterday for like 2 min b/c he didnt feel like talkin (his gpop passed away in the morning) but i talked to him again tonight and he's doin better except for that fact that he formatted his computer and he lost all his songs and movies that he downloaded illegally and had to download them all over again, lol...he was on the webcam and he was all cuddled up in bed watchin tv and i told him i wish i was cuddled up with him and he got all happy and typed a whole bunch of smileys, lol...i love him!!
ok, enough bout him
ummm, is there anything left? dont think so and dont care so yea
cya |
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| family sux |
[Jun. 20th, 2004|02:54 pm] |
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my family is driving me up a fuckin wall!
first of all, today is sunday so i thought we were going to church, so i woke up and got all ready...but no, of course nobody tells me we're not going so i woke up for fuckin nothing
next, its fathers day and my dad isnt even here...my mom sis and bro got in a fuckin fight and made him so angry that he left like an hour ago and didnt tell anybody where he was going
me and mike get stuck in the fuckin middle of everything
my sis got so mad that she left to go to her bfs which we all believed they broke up on friday
and then on top of things, jon's gf had to come over unexpectedly w/ her dog which drove chloe nuts so there was tons of fuckin barking
now me and mike got are so mad at my fuckin mom b/c everything really is her fault b/c she never wants to keep her god forsaken mouth shout and has to keep ramblin on and on and on...and now mike went out to buy more smokes even tho he quit on wednesday
but of course i'm the fuckin youngest i cant fuckin drive yet so im fuckin stuck here and cant go anywhere to cool down so im gonna b in a fuckin miserable mood for the rest of the god damn day...doesnt that sound fuckin fun |
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| havent posted in awhile |
[Jun. 18th, 2004|11:14 pm] |
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wow, i haven't touched this thing in like 2 months, lol
well this week was my 3rd week of my new job...im basically like a fuckin janitor, all i do is clean and other stuff here and there...its very exhausting...but i get to see all the cute animals!! hehe, they're all adorable!
jon came home from cali on tues after bein away for 2 weeks...he woke me up at like 8 in the morning by pokin my nose, i wasnt 2 happy, lol...but anyway, we're glad he's bak but there is some bad news w/ it...he's gonna b going to iraq sometime next year, :( ..i want the war to be over!
also on tues, my little cuz lily was over all day and my mom decided to take her to the church for some reason...well anyway, when we got there, some woman thought she was my baby, i was like wtf...no it is not my baby, excuse me if im not a whore...jeez, that was very rude
on another note, mike graduated on wednesday!!! we're all so happy b/c we weren't sure if he would make it this year, haha! but he did and its a big relief...hes very happy its over...but of course i still got 2 more shitty years, grrr
today i drove my mom around all morning...some jerk cut me out off, bastard! but after all the errands were done, we went to dunkin donuts and got coffee coolatas...omg they are so damn good!!! the ppl there were rude 2...whats w/ ppl these days...my god!
i just got home a little while ago from kar's b/c there was a surprise bday party for her sis...it was really nice...we went swimming and these 2 little girls were there and they were so adorable! and then there was also my little obsession w/ finger jello, but yea, thats another story, haha!
i havent talked to andy in a couple days, i wonder what he's been up to...i miss him! o yea, and now my mom knows that me and him are more than friends, ugh...me and my fuckin mouth, lol
so yea, this has been a complete waste of my time and urs, hehe, so i think ill stop..cya |
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[Apr. 20th, 2004|08:22 pm] |
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today was nice...1/2 are always nice...plus there's gonna b another one on fri...so happy
yesterday in history we got our grades bak for a quiz we took on fri and then of course asswood had to throw a pop one on us 2...but surprisingly i did better on the pop...how does that happen? the first one i got a 68 (yea, beat that!) and the pop i got an 80...kinda surprised, but happy. then today ppl were askin him ?s bout this decade proj we have to do and after he answered them he was like "jeez, ppl need to have such straigh forward answers" and i said to the ppl around me "yea, cause ur the fuckin teacher and ur supposed to kno what the hell we're doin u fuckin asshole"...ha, we just started laughin...it was funny
later today somethin weird kinda happened...it could even b considered a breakthrough. my mom was on the couch watchin tv and i was just standin in the middle of the room cause i didnt kno what to do and she called me over to sit with her...i did and she hugged me, kissed my head, said she loved me and that she was proud of me...this came from like nowhere...but i mean, if u kno me and u kno my mom, this was like who is she? lol
im watchin american idol right now...kinda boring...but 24's on next!!!!!! best show ever!!! |
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[Apr. 18th, 2004|04:50 pm] |
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so i woke up this morning at 930 thinkin i had to go to church, but of course everyone leaves me out of the loop and i found out i didn't have to go...grr. the weather is nice again today so i did some more tanning on my back this time so i dont look that much of a freak anymore, lol....i am a little sore tho :(
i watched kill bill vol 1 last night...awesome movie! i'm gonna have to wait til the 2nd one comes out on video to see it tho...it sux
my parents are gone for the night...thank god :) its so quiet...very nice, hehe
bak to school tomorrow, but there's 2 half days this week! |
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[Apr. 17th, 2004|05:55 pm] |
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omg today's weather is so nice!!! i did some tanning in the backyard while listenin to linkin park, pod, and all american rejects...lovely. now i kinda look like a tomato, lol. but what makes it even funnier is that i only did my front side so my whole back side is completely white...it looks so weird, haha!
anyways, kar told me bout this dream she had last night...very interesting. it was about how i was talkin to 2 guys on the internet and we decided to go meet them for some odd reason...the one ended up bein kinda ugly but the other one had the mohawk goin on, just what i like, hehe...and then our parents came and found us and chased me or somethin like that...whatever, haha...it was funny, thats all that matters.
yesterday a spider jumped in my happy place, lol...ok nvmd that, haha
right, so yea...im done...gonna watch kill bill vol 1 tonight! |
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[Apr. 15th, 2004|03:29 pm] |
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ok so monday...
me and andy got everything worked out so now we're bak to normal...have i mentioned i love him?, hehe :) so yea, it took like all day tho to get it straightened out...i was goin bak and forth between that and the fuckin ethan frome pkt for eng, i hate that book. i watched everwood...it was a good episode...ephram and madison are over, so sad, and i feel bad for delia, amy's dad is bein an asshole, o and i feel bad for bright b/c he didnt get into any colleges...next week looks really good!
tuesday we went bak to school :( crappy day. plus the fuckin president had to do a speech at 830 so 24 was moved to sunday at 9 and that's when i watch alias!!!! i was so pissed!! i still am!! so instead i watched oth...it was interesting, kinda growin on me, ill prob start tapin it cause still nothing can ever replace 24...its too damn good a show
yesterday yesterday yesterday...ummm...what did i do yesterday? o yea, i slept in late til 620 so i had to hurry up and get ready cause my bus comes at 645, yea that was fun. when i got home from school i found out my sis was in a car accident tues night...horrible stuff...now she has a rental car and its like this bright bright blue, its funny. last night i watched smallville and the o.c....2 really good episodes.
i had this dream last night that i was a mental case in an institution and reminded me of the ring...haha, it was weird
anyway, today sucked...again. in lunch tamar was bein annoying again so i told him that he was b/c he was pissin me off and then he was sayin that i was givin him an attitude b/c he's black and all this shit..cant stand him. there was a double lummis in chem today, her daughter was there...can u say science geek? o and then me and frank were pissin each other off, it was quite fun...first it started off w/ talkin bout football and hockey, then it was how we were lookin at each other...apparently i have a mix between an evil stare and a funny crazy eye look, whatever, lol. tonights survivor and csi! i kno i kno, tv's my life, its really sad, lol
yea, thats it |
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| easter |
[Apr. 11th, 2004|09:11 pm] |
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well today was a crappy easter
yesterday, i got in a fight w/ steve and i took it out on andy so we're not talking. im trying to get it straightened out...i didn't catch him at all today so im hopin tomorrow will b different
this morning i had to go to my mom's church...omg i hate going there! so boring!
afterwards, my family, my gparents, and my aunt and cousins from pa ate at carrabba's...the service and food sucked, too garlicy, my god.
when we got home of course we had to take pictures...i hate pictures! plus i was wearin a skirt, thank god it will b the only time this year.
i just got finished piggin out on food and watchin extreme makeover: home edition...yea i kno, fun stuff...now im just waitin for alias at 10
im glad we dont have school tomorrow...but it sux that's its the last day off...i just hope it will b better than today |
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| friends are the best |
[Apr. 10th, 2004|02:00 pm] |
thurs night kar manda and lis caught some z's here...it was fun. they watched me shoot and run over some ppl in the getaway, then we watched forrest gump (well, kiss my crippled ass, haha) and we pigged out on lots of food...o yea, and me and kar played our crap file for lisa, hehe. yesterday morning we had bacon! the best food in the world! and we watched that episode of friends where they flash back to bad thanksgivings and monica cuts off chandler's toe, so funny! after they left i kinda just sat around...talked to andy for a lil bit, watched cheaper by the dozen, listened to music. last night i was the only one home so i lit my candles and me and chlo were piggin out on doritios in my room, lol, while watchin you've got mail...cute movie.
this mornin, i woke up at 11...did some chores, read a lil of ethan frome. but, when my dad got the mail there was a package for me..it was from manda. i opened it up and there was a card sayin how im a good person and she doesnt want me to ever get so low again (only a few of u will kno what this is about...those of you who dont, well, im not gonna tell u). she also gave me a cd...ur a great friend manda!...its nice to kno that somebody cares about me...i heart you mucho, hehe.
*friends are what truly matter in life* |
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| i hate my mom |
[Apr. 7th, 2004|03:55 pm] |
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omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so it started off on sunday when i was just askin her if i could use an old sheet for my frickin eng recitation and she starts yellin at me and tells me that she hates me (aww, motherly love)...then on monday i asked her if kar lis and manda could sleep over sometime durin the break and she said yea as long as we could figure out a sleeping arrangement cause ppl wake up for work in the morning...i asked them about it and they said they didnt have a problem with the noise...so then i told my mom and she changed her mind and said she wanted to think about it a little more...i got so mad b/c my mom is just a bitch like that...then today she lets me drive her to target but the whole time shes freakin out and i wasnt doin anything wrong! the speed limit would b 45 so i was goin 45 and she told me to watch my speed...she told me im a new driver so i shouldnt go the speed limit...wtf is that!! she makes me so mad! then finally she tells me its ok that kar lis and manda sleep over but then shes gotta ask me a million ?s about it...driving me , and most likely them 2, insane! i can't take it anymore! |
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[Apr. 5th, 2004|04:15 pm] |
so yesterday was an interesting day
i got to drive in the rain and snow and couldnt see a damn thing cause the wipers were on...scary, haha...then manda and kar came over and we were supposed to b studyin for the chem exam we had today but yea, that didnt really happen...we kinda just sat around and talked...o and yea i got stuck in a crack and had stuffed animals bein thrown at me...yea that was fun, not...i spent most of the day tryin to memorize my fuckin lines from julius caesar which took forever and then it turns out that ms bitch thomas wasn't even there today..ahhhh! i was so pissed off!
so yea today sucked as every fuckin monday does...i didnt wanna wake up, then i had to wait for the bus cold as anythin with the wind blowin like crazy, mr asswood was pissin me off givin the whole fuckin honors speech again, i already mentioned the thing w/ eng, in gym i was pissed off b/c we're doin bowlin and the team i was playin against was driving me insane and brian shoved me in one of the mats, and lastly i had that chem test which i didnt study for and i prob failed that too.
so anyway, yea. i think everwoods bak tonight! yea! of course ill b watchin that and then ill go to bed ready for another shitty day....thank god thurs starts spring break tho...i need it so bad!
ok i'm leavin....i kno u all love my complainin, im sure there will b more tomorrow, haha! |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2004|02:18 pm] |
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every day should be a new day
but all i see are the same dark clouds
after the way that you treated me
i want them to carry me away
because i'm fading away from you
i can't see myself anymore
you used to say that we could pull through
but now i'm left with a scar
and i'm running away from you
we used to be full of love
all i have left are the tears down my face
the pain you caused me is overwhelming
can't i be a star above
because i knew i would fade away from you
i can't see myself anymore
you used to say that we could pull through
but now i'm left with a scar
and i need to run away from you |
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| damn him! |
[Apr. 2nd, 2004|02:49 pm] |
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so mad!! andy ruined all the fun. he emailed me back and he knew it was april fools!! damn him!!
well for those of you who want to kno what i wrote here it is:
i was really hoping i could tell you this on msn but u weren't on when i was. there's this thing that i found out this week thats kind of been driving me
crazy because i can't believe that it happened. it's hard for me to say but i need to tell somebody and to me, ur the first person who i need to tell. last weekend i went to a friends house for a party she was having. there was alcohol there and i ended up gettin drunk...i really don't remember much from the party. what i do remember tho is waking up the next morning at her house w/ a guy sleeping next to
me. i didnt think much about it at first cause i just wanted to get home w/o my parents knowing i got drunk. then it hit me and i started to freak
out...so what i'm trying to say is that im pregnant. i dont want it to b true but it is. i dont kno what to do! i dont even kno who the fuckin father is! i hate myself...i always make fuckin mistakes. i dont kno what my family's gonna think or even my friends. i walk past girls in school who are pregnant and i cant stand
it...its so wrong. i just really can't believe that now its happening to me. i love you and i'm sooooo sorry. its not like i purposely did it, but ugh. now i dont kno what ur gonna think of me and my life is completely ruined. when u get this can u please email me back...i really need to hear from you b/c i dont want you to b mad at me or whatever...i need help
i thought that was so good! but of course the ass replies:
lol yea yea april fools, i kno lmao
nice try
tho
grrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway, here's a new song me and kar made up...its gonna b #1!!! haha!
(british rap)
welcome to the ghetto
yo chip chip cheerio yo
all my mates in da hood
jolly good show yo
peace!
hahahahahahaha!!!!!!!
in other news, the animal hospital called bak last night and now i officially got the job!!! yea for me! im called a kennel girl and i start may 4..now i wont b poor anymore, haha!!
ok so yea today really sucked. i want my hist and chem teachers to burn in hell, but before me, haha!!
yea i think that's it
o wait...i showed dana the pic today of andy gangsta! haha, she laughed so hard..it was quite funny, hehe
ok so now i think thats all
ull just have to wait for a fun filled day tomorrow..not! |
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[Apr. 1st, 2004|07:20 pm] |
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so it turns out andy never signed his ass on...grr!! so mad...it totally ruined all the fun of the prank. i ended up emailin him instead b/c i still had to do it...i had to have at least some fun! so i'll have to wait till tomorrow to see what he has to say...im just so mad that i couldnt do it over the cam! ahh!! sry, he pisses me off a lot, haha!
ok well i gotta finish hw, take a shower, and watch survivor! cya |
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| april fools day! |
[Apr. 1st, 2004|04:17 pm] |
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so today is april fools day. my geo teacher tried playin a joke on us sayin that we had to take a retest of the test we just finished because every1 failed...highest 69, lowest 14...but we figured it out haha. monica and amanda have that class 2 but 8th pd and they're in my lunch so they were askin me about it...i was tellin them that he was so mad and he was yellin at us and he didnt let us use calculators at all b/c he was so pissed...they were freaked out at first but then amanda figured it out. they told me i was a very convincing liar..and i told them i kno b/c i lie everyday, haha! but im still waitin to do the pranks of all april fools day pranks for me...and of course u kno its on andy, hehe, who else?! last year i told him i was dying w/ cancer and he got so mad at me and was gonna cry, lol. today im gonna tell him that i got drunk at a friends party and now i'm pregnant...its gonna b so much fun! (only if he would get his ass online) and i kno he'll def believe it b/c hello he's stupid, haha. i'll post what happens later...its gonna b great! |
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[Mar. 31st, 2004|04:22 pm] |
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so yesterday was a shitty day. i was tired all day...i prob looked like a zombie walkin through school. i just wanted to come home, snuggle up in my bed, and watch the haunting...but guess what, i forgot to tape it! i was so mad! so then my mom dragged me out to kohl's for a fuckin easter outfit...i hate holidays! the only good part was that i got to drive the whole time :) when we got home from there i had to help her w/ dinner, blah. i was supposed to talk to andy, but yea, that didn't happen as usual. o, but last night 24 came bak!! omg, it was soooo good! if u dont watch that show u have to!! the end of this season is gonna b the best!
today was another boring day. i failed my chem quiz, like i said....65, yea baby! dont kno bout my geo test yet, but i think i did pretty good. umm, so yea...nothin really to talk bout, lol. i still have hw to do, blah, but tonight's the o.c., im gonna watch that. my life is really interesting isnt it...lol.
ok, im done |
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| got the job! |
[Mar. 29th, 2004|04:34 pm] |
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i just got bak from my interview and i got it! well at least that's how they're making it seem so i better have it, haha! they're all so nice there...i think once i get used to it i'll be comfortable and it'll b a lot of fun. they've already nicknamed me too...they think i'm too skinny so they said they're gonna fatten me up so they're callin me ollie (short for olive oil), haha! and the pay is better than what i thought...i was thinkin like 5.50 or 6, but its 6.50! i'll prob be startin in may workin 3 days a week, tues thurs sat. sorry i'm really happy, exhausted, but happy!!
anyway, school sucked today as always, plus i was makin myself sick over the interview so that didnt help. ugh, i have a geo test tomorrow and a chem quiz...both on shit that i have no clue what the hell they are...isnt that great? maybe i'll study later, i'll prob fail anyway. :)
everwood isnt new tonight, :( but i think my sis and her bf are gonna buy a game so ill prob just play with them...fun stuff
ok well im gonna go..cya |
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| blah |
[Mar. 28th, 2004|03:34 pm] |
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so yea...right now i'm workin on hw, geo in particular, and im about to pull my hair out...what the hell is the point of trigonometric identities, i mean seriously...ugh cant stand it...i'll just bs it later
anyway, yesterday i hung out w/ danez. we watched old school, funny movie, and then we kinda just sat around and talked until my mom came and picked me up. she's gonna invite me to her bday party in august so i can get wasted! haha! right, so that was fun
umm what else did i do yesterday...chores as always, played some games, watched a knight's tale (just ok)
this morning i want to church and i was ready to fall asleep. i got an email from kar w/ a drew convo that was really interesting, haha.
tonight im just gonna finish my hw and watch extreme makeover: house edition and alias b/c my life is just that fun!
o, and wish me luck on my interview thing tomorrow! i really want this job! |
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| mad world |
[Mar. 26th, 2004|10:05 pm] |
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the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had...if you haven't seen donnie darko u really should...its a good movie..weird, but good...yea, i'm listenin to mad world by gary jules which is in that movie so that's y i thought of it..u should download that song 2
ok, anyway...i dont kno y, but fridays always suck for me, lol. i guess its b/c i have to go to school all week so i just wanna sit bak and relax...who really understands me anyway. today lunch was so hilarious tho! boowoop beep bong hoohoo ching! we're so weird! and lisa, tamar! yo, what u doin puttin ur hands on me...haha...o and clementine! lol fun times
tomorrow i'm prob gonna hang out w/ danez and watch old school! she was yellin at me b/c i havent seen it yet
yesterday was a nice day talkin to andy...yes that's right, we actually talked, haha! no, but we were talkin about how we wish we were together, u kno all that stuff. i love him!
i guess thats all for tonight |
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